Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Lucas Allen has arrived!











Lucas is here and doing great! He came out face up instead of face down which cause a large bump and bruise on his head. His bump has gone down and his bruise is healing. He has dark red hair!! I hope he keeps it! He was born at 5:29pm (not 5:39 like I thought) on 12/29. He came in at 7lbs 6 oz (4 oz bigger than Jack) and 20" long. It took me 2 pushes once the midwife got there. Recovery has been great and I love McKayDee Hospital! He and Jack have the same chin and lips. Lucas has Daddy's nose & ears where Jack has my nose & ears. We think Luke has more of Blake's shaped face of oval where Jack's face is more round like mine. Jack had a tongue tied problem and Luke just had a mild one and we had it fixed right away since we knew to look for it. Luke is a great eater! We go home tomorrow and I can't wait to see Jack and have these two brothers meet. I am exhausted and hope to get more than 3 hours of sleep tonight! Thank you for all of your thoughts and prayers!

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Christmas








this was a very simple christmas for us. we did not do a tree or exchange gifts with each other this year. xmas eve with the family was postponed due to illnesses. xmas day we spent with blake's parents and my sister raylin and her family. jack got a lot of fun toys and we had a good dinner with blake's parents. the bottom photo is jack with a our makeshift xmas tree. we have a video phone from acn and it was good to talk and see my mom and sister mercedes. jack is pictured with his cousin alexis above who does not look happy! we hope you all had a very merry christmas (or hanukkah) and we wish you all a happy new year!

39 weeks



so here i am 39 weeks and ready to pop. i go in on tuesday the 29th to be induced. we will post photos of lucas this week.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

jack helping




the top photo is of jack and daddy helping me on a shoot i did for artist, melissa peck. it was cold, but he had fun watching what mommy does. the next sunday he helped grandpa and daddy put up the christmas train. he is not very good around xmas trees and we are not getting one this year. he likes the snow....we have yet to build a snowman.

34 weeks


i took these photos on my laptop a couple of weeks ago. i have less than 3 weeks left! i am being induced on december 29th and i am ready!!! on days i overexert myself i have a lot of contractions that night. i am officially done shooting for 2 months. blake and i go and see the dr. on thursday. my biggest craving this time around has been slushy fruity treats. i have resorted to making my own by freezing jello. yes, even when the low is 10 degrees outside.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

jack & cousins









i had blake setup my little portable studio so we could take pictures of the cousins. by the time the last cousin got there jack was done sitting still. i didn't quite get the photo of jack that i wanted for our christmas cards, so we are going to try again today. jack will be 15 months this weekend. 5 more weeks until i am induced. we decided on mckay dee hospital and karen mcbride is our midwife. i have been fighting a sinus infection of some sort and have been a little low on energy. lucas is an active boy and moves in a way that makes it hard for me to walk at times. we are really excited for luke's arrival. jack's grandparents bought jack a little boy doll to get him ready for his brother.

today as we gather with our family and stuff our faces i think of all of the things i am so grateful for. i keep a daily gratitude journal where i list 5 things everyday i am grateful for. some may seem cliche, but i am truly grateful for my family, especially my boys....i am thankful for my health and the blessings i get with my talents. i am thankful for my freedom and our home. i am thankful for the gospel of Jesus Christ and that it has been restored to the earth. i am thankful for good friends and neighbors. i am most thankful for eternal families. happy thanksgiving!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

6 more weeks!!

so i have 6 more weeks before lucas gets here! i am being induced at 39 weeks on december 29th. blake and i go in for an ultra sound on thursday this week. we are excited to meet lucas and for jack to have a little brother!

our baby's development

In these last few weeks before delivery, the billions of developed neurons in your baby's brain are helping him or her to learn about the in-utero environment — your baby can listen, feel, and even see somewhat. Your baby’s eyes can detect light and the pupils can constrict and dilate in response to light. Like a newborn, your baby sleeps much of the time and even experiences the rapid eye movement (REM) stage, the sleep stage during which our most vivid dreams occur!

Your baby's lungs are almost completely matured. Fat will continue to be deposited on your baby's body for protection and warmth. Babies gain a good deal of their weight in the final few weeks before birth

Monday, November 2, 2009

jack the pumpkin king!






jack was mickey mouse for halloween and his cousin alora was minnie and alexis was little red riding hood. the second photo down is my grandma with the kids. the houses we went to were inbetween where my granparents live and my in-laws live. there were a lot of creative front porches. two of our favorite were the geese dressed up and the pumpkin getting hacked. by the end of the night alora and jack were tired and done. the last photo is my in-laws with the kids. there was not one of jack and alora not crying. oh well!

a friend's bday party!






jack went to his friend's 2nd bday party the morning of halloween. it was a construction theme and he had a lot of fun! he did not understand the games yet, but he loved the cars and chocolate!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

RIP Copper 09.2002-10.21.09

yesterday morning - it is hard to see how skinny she was when she was lying down.
Copper & Jack in September of this year. She was still healthy then.

Copper & Jack in November of 2008.
Copper in 2005


A month ago Copper's health started to rapidly decline and about 3 weeks ago she stopped eating. We took her in for tests. They found nothing and said she could have cancer somewhere that they were unable to detect. She lost weight at a rapid pace (even with appetite stimulant pills) and was just so sad. In the end she weighed 42 lbs, when she should weigh 60 lbs. We decided to put her out of her misery. Yesterday, we took my baby girl to be put to sleep. We decided on the Animal Emergency Room in Sunset on Main Street. I am glad we went there. There was no one around as we left crying and they were very compassionate. We wanted to be there as she went to sleep since we were not there for Harley or Bear. We said a prayer together as a family, with Copper, asking that Bear be there to greet her as she crossed over. I believe families are eternal and I also believe that God knows how important animals are in our lives and we will be reunited with them when our time in this world is over. On the way home I felt a peace that help comfort me, though I could not stop crying until I got home and again felt a peace wash over me. I know she is ok now and not suffering. I cannot imagine starving to death can feel good. We are not going to get another dog until Jack and Luke are a little older in another year or so. We are going to donate most of her things to the shelter we adopted her from.

The story of our dogs

Bear in 2007 towards the end of his life.
Bear on the last day of his life. We took him to his favorite river with Copper & Bella.
In his younger years he would try to catch fish in this river.
He was the ultimate lazy lap dog! 2005

Copper with Bella in 2007.
Copper & Bella 2007
Copper & the Bear Man in our old home in Syracuse in 2005.

I really feel the need to tell the story of our dogs. Mainly Copper and Bear who were both rescued.

Bear: When we bought our first house we knew we wanted to get a dog, preferrably a Bull Mastiff. We saw the price tag on the Mastiff and realized it would not happen. The last few days of the closing of escrow on our first home in La Habra, CA we would stop by daily to peek in the windows. There was a note left on the door stating that there was a large brown dog in our back yard who needed a home. The neighbors had rescued him from death at the pound (they had known him since he was a puppy) and they had 3 dogs of their own and could not keep him. He needed a home. We rounded the corner to the back yard to be greeted by these big barks and a dog that stood taller than me on his hind legs. I said a sweet hello and he melted. We opened the gate and there was this big brindle Bull Mastiff who was 2 1/2 yrs old. We sat down and he sat on our lap! He was under weight and had scars on both sides of his cheeks where his ears had been draining and the flies ate away at his face. He was sweet. We rushed to my in-laws who lived 3 miles away to call Becky to let her know we wanted to keep him. She was so happy and crying. She had found a home for him, but that morning the man called and said he did not want the dog. So, that was that, Bear came with our house. He lived there before we did. He was a gentle giant. He did not get along with other male dogs, but he loved the ladies. We eventually got him a puppy, Harley (she later died, just before she turned 3, with what we think was lead posioning). Mastiff's live between 8-12 years. When Bear was 11 we knew he would not make it through the next winter. He had arthritis terribly and tumors. We know he would have been great with our kids. He was 165 lbs when he died and he should have weighed 155, but his bad thyroid and arthritis made it hard to get the weight off of him.We bought a dog, Bella (coon hound), to ease Copper's pain as she lost her best friend on September 5th, 2007. To this day we miss the Bear Man.

Copper: My baby girl. I used to work for TURN where I started off as direct care staff. I had a client (we will call him Bob) who I would take weekly to walk dogs at the animal shelter in Ogden. Bob was blind and we would walk this beautiful Coon Hound puppy, Charlie. She had the softest ears! We would walk her tot he park and lay in the grass as we would throw grass and Charlie and pet her ears. She was a handful, but so cute! I wanted to take her home with me, but I had 2 dogs (Bear & Harley) already. One week we came and Charlie was gone, she had been adopted. We were so happy for her, but there was no dog quite like her. 4 months go by and in that time we lost our sweet girl Harley. After 3 months of no companion, Bear started to get depressed. We went in search of a new dog for him. I went to Layton on a Saturday to Pet Smart to see what dogs the Wasatch Humane Shelter had there. I told them I was looking for a Hound dog, preferrably young and female. They sent me to their HQ in Bountiful. When I got there they they said all of their puppies were in Taylorsville (a far drive!). I asked if they had any hounds in Tayorsville. She said they had a Coon Hound named, Charlie. My heart lept! Could it be the same girl I walked 7 months earlier in Ogden? I asked to see a photo and sure enough there was a grown Charlie!!! I raced to Taylorsville to find Charlie now full grown and in a cage too small for her to stand in. I took her for a walk. She was an unruly mess! She did not know how to walk on a leash, she peed everywhere and she had no manners! I did not care this was my dog! She was meant to be mine! I found out 3 different families ahd returned her and no one wanted to deal with training her. I adopted her and we renamed her Copper. During the first 2 months she drove everyone crazy (my sister Raylin lived with us)! Blake wanted to bring her back. I said no way! After 6 months she settled down and started to trust us. After a year of her living with us she was the perfect dog. She calmed down and her and Bear were best pals. He would give her daily ear baths.

She would come to my work and visit this group of guys with disbilities. One man, Ron, never participated with the group and would isolate himself. We had tried everything to get him involved. I started bringing Copper and Bear to teach dog classes. In the middle of class I hear clapping and I look over and there is Ron clapping his hands wanting to pet Copper. He and Copper became good friends. Ron came out of his shell. Ron would sit down and Copper would gently jump up onto part of his lap and lay her head on his chest. Years later as Ron was dying, of cancer, we visited him in the hospital. She laid her head on his bed and he sat there petting her. When Ron was at home on hospice Copper would visit him at home and he would light up as she came into the room. She knew to be calm and gentle and Ron would lay there for a 1/2 hour just petting her.

She was always anxiety ridden and we fear that one of her previous owners abused her. She was gentle with Jack and had the patience of a Saint. She lived to be 7 years old and I miss her terribly. We always thought we would have her until an old age.